Wishing
I wish I had more time. I wish I had more money. I wish I had a better computer. I wish I didn't have to do all of this school. I wish I didn't have to take finals. I wish I didn't have to worry about all the stuff society tells me to worry about. I wish I didn't have to spend hours researching and 30 extra dollars to get a product that was made ethically, something that didn't harm the earth. I wish I didn't have grades. I wish I didn't have to go to college. I wish I could just settle in. I wish I had a bigger house. I wish I had a car. I wish I could write without struggle. I wish I could write songs. I wish I could paint. I wish I could pull out a pen and draw something recognizable. I wish I didn't waste so much time wishing. I wish more people would spend more time sharing their real, honest thoughts instead of just telling me they're 'good.' I wish people would really want to know how I am when they ask. I wish I wasn't ...
